Today

I feel calm today

Yesterday was difficult but got 

a lot better with the help of my dad

and my husband.

I am calm

but my mouth and foot hurts

and there are no doctors in for a while.

And one of my friends' birthdays is on Saturday,

and that is good.  

The internet works 

and that is good. 

My husbands hours have changed

and that is frustrating 

because less time on the right side of the day

with my best friend is frustrating.

But my room is cleaner and

my head is clearer

and looking for a house is oh so hard

and applying for jobs is frustrating 

And I have over 600 books to read

and all of my stuff is boxed up

and that is good.

And I may reread Good Omens again

because I love the book

and re-watch Battlestar Galactica 

because all of my ROSLIN/ADAMA feels 

cannot be contained

and I'll watch the Fourth Kind with my

husband tonight

because who doesn't like being scared out of their 

minds by creepy demon-aliens?

I am here 

today