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Showing posts with label marry. Show all posts
Showing posts with label marry. Show all posts

Friday, April 22, 2011

The End of the End of the World As We Know It

I find myself at a loss for words today. Not that it's hard to talk, because good GOD it would take a catastrophe of Godzilla-size proportions to make me shut the hell up, but I'm just so f*cking pissed at the world, it's kind of ridiculous.

Anyway, the story of last saturday went something like this:

When I move out of my house, I do NOT want to tell my friends that it was because I had to clean my room. Or because I was pissed off at my parents.

Fortunately, I have an incredible person in my life who supports me no matter what I choose to do and parent who talk me out of the craziest shit ever.

So it ended well.

And I'm getting married earlier.

I love all of y'all.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Starting more Posts

Hi, my name is: Megan

Never in my life have I been: out of the country, to a club, able to take a road trip, seen blue water, able to enjoy cold weather.

The one person/people who can drive me nuts is/are: my brother. I love him to DEATH but we are a true sibling pair....and we are both attention whores at times, which does not help at all.

High school: interesting. Painful in lots of ways. Very informative, but not in a learning way.

When I’m nervous: my face turns bright bright red. According to someone, my hair does too.

The last song I listened to was: Somewhere with You by Kenny Chesney.

If I were to get married right now my best man/maid of honor: Probably Gwen or Hinna.

My hair is: wavy, brown and mid-back length with red and gold natural highlights.

When I was 5: I had a weiner dog named alex.

Last Christmas: My first with the twins. It was fun and hard and somewhat disconcertingly different.

I should be..: Not doing this.

When I look down I see: hands that are beautiful, breasts that are much larger and look alien on my body, a larger tummy from having twins and lots of stretch marks. This is the first time in my life I've looked at my body and not seen beautiful.

The happiest recent event was: toss up between my boys smiles these days and Katie's LBT party. I love how free I felt there. Heheheh

If I were a character on ‘Friends’ I’d be: I don't know. I've honestly never seen it.

By this time next year: Nursing school, ojala.

My current gripe is: I'm always tired and I can't find my effing pills.

I have a hard time understanding: people who like chicken more than beef, the appeal of hipster men, the appeal of shows like the O.C and most reality TV, why I can't stop watching the bachelor.

There’s this girl I know that: is an extremely insecure person currently.

I like it when you: call me for lunch or when you get out of work. Even when I can't talk, it means you are thinking about me. And that's pretty awesome.

If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: My mom and Michael.

The thing I want to buy: season 2 of Canivale, more charmed, buffy books and lots of hot cheetoes!

If you visited the place I was born: you’d be at the right hospital. In the perfect medical center to be sick.

If you spent the night at my house: You’d probably not get a lot of sleep and be horrified by the mess of my room, but we’d spend all night talking. We’d exchange books, and watch Grey’s Anatomy or Buffy.

I’d stop my wedding if: I found out he’d cheated. Or alternately, if someone came out with a gun. Then I’d whip out my gun that I fully plan on hiding in my skirt and shoot the shit out of them.

The world could do without: mudwhompers. Jersey shore. A LOT of anime. Britney Spears. Orange nail polish.

I’d rather lick the belly of a cockroach than: holy fucking shit that sounds horrific.

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: Sexy black FM (extra points if you know what that means ) S&M Lady Gaga leather pumps. Big hoop earrings. The Repo Man soundtrack.

Most recent thing someone else bought me: Cokes and some awesome gum.

My middle name is: Tired.

In the morning I: am trying to feed children quickly and going back to sleep for an hour or two.

The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are: whales, except I fucking hate whales. So dolphins.

Once, at a bar: technically and under in a court of law, I’d swear I’ve never been to a bar. And I haven’t, I’ve only ever been to restaurants with bars in them.

Last night I was: trying to sleep, eating, and watching OZ, my new show. Its dark and twisty, I love it.

There’s this guy I know who: el tiene mi Corazon por todo tiempo.

If I was an animal I’d be: some kind of cat. I’m a hunter at heart. Lots of affection but lots of capacity for cruelty as well.

A better name for me would be: I’d love to be Angel.

Tomorrow I am: all my tomorrows this week, I’m relaxing. And then after that comes planning for school, jobs and wedding. 

Tonight I am: ;) but really, I’m going to sleep

My birthday is: in May. :-)

Saturday, December 11, 2010

I love you

Dear Love,

Happy 24th birthday! You are almost an antique! I promise I’m not trying to be ridiculously weird by bringing this up again, and I also promise not to say this on your 25th birthday, upon which you will actually become an antique. Really. 

So, this is the third birthday I’ve spent with you. And once again, I’m amazingly thankful that your birthday falls right next to Christmas, so I can be horribly confused as to what to get you only once-ish a year. Guys are hard to shop for and you are not the exception to that rule, much to my despair.

I get all tongue tied when I try to talk or write about how I feel about you, or about us. But here goes.

My favorite memories are built around you. My future is brighter because I see you in it. You hold my hand when I get angry or sad. You love me past all my insecurities and problems. I always want you on my side, especially during a zombie apocalypse. You make me smile even when I don’t want to. You are my best friend in everything. I love that we fight one minute and you can have me smiling 20 seconds later. You catch me when I fall down. You run behind me and keep me going (although I’m not entirely convinced your motivation for running behind me is totally pure and innocent). I love spending my time with you and I would all day if I could.  I miss you when you aren’t here. You are a great daddy, Michael and that is a wonderful thing.

I find it amazing that I’m with the person I want to spend the rest of my life with right now. How many people are that lucky? I can’t wait to marry you and live with you and grow old with you. You are my favorite person and I love you now and I’ll love you forever.

Happy birthday Michael.

Love,
Megan

Ps. Please don’t ever ask for a pony, because I’m not sure I could handle that.













I hid under your porch because I love you.

I found the one whom my soul loves.

~Song of Solomon 3:4
This is my beloved and this is my friend.

~Song of Solomon 5:16
…You alone are the sources of my grief,
you alone can grant the grace of consolation.
You alone have the power to make me sad,
to make me happy or to console me…
I never wanted anything in you
but you alone,
nothing of what you have
but you yourself,
~Heloise, in her letter to Peter Abelard