"Something always brings me back to you
it never takes to long
no matter what I say or do
I still feel you until the moment
I'm gone."
~ Sara Bareilles

I wish I could write something
long and slow and beautiful
but instead, I am sleepy and falling
asleep in public (something I next to never
do)so instead I shall just say that I can't wait
to find my own damn home and for easter to be over
and to watch Evil Dead
and for April to start.
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Waking up Sick

Today
I was woken up at seven a. m
by screaming twin boys who needed some
attention, I'm sure, because there was no sort of
visible emergency that would have warranted the type of
screaming they were doing.

And
I awoke, startled from deep sleep
and was utterly terrified,
because those sounds are sounds that I
have internalized, that I know mean that the
world is coming to an end,
to lock your door and wait it out
because war is coming and
you won't win this one
so better lock your doors and
bolt your windows and pray that
you get to school on time.

And it has been a few hours now
and I still feel
so
ill.