I remember when my life felt like this. Ever wanting something more, never having enough. I loved how it was then, because I never knew what it was supposed to be. Did you know that it isn't supposed to be like that? You aren't supposed to be forever hoping when you are in love. Maybe you are hoping for a little different, but you think life is just perfect, because that's the best you've ever had.
And now, here's how I feel. Like I can fight and be angry and even batshit crazy and still be loved, forever, for who I am. Not longing anymore, but content.
Mmmmm. God, it's a nice feeling.